i'll keep my distance away from you. whatever i do, hurts you, anger you. nothing i do, make you smile. i'm a disaster. stay away from me. yeah, push it all to me. i won't cry. i won't laugh. i'll never be the same. judge me for all i care. there are days when i just fucking hate everybody. 

i take time. i'm different. i'm never the same. sometimes, i'll be nice. but there are limits to things that i do. this is a common thing everyone has. i'm losing my fucking mind. don't ask me this, don't ask me that. ask the obvious and i'll not give you a stupid answer. isn't being straightforward nice. fuck it. fuck this. fuck that. fuck this shit.

i know i don't know you. you don't know me neither. time will tell everything. i know i'm stubborn, so are you. have you seen anyone who is perfect? tell me when you do. i should calm the fuck down. but i can't. it's been going on and on. call me names, whatever that satisfies you. no impact on me, like i've said before. 

it was just like yesterday, the first time i said i love you. today's a different day. i'm hearing more sorry from you. more than i love you's. i don't know whether to laugh it off or just cry. or maybe just forget it. 

and yeah. everyone's different. sometimes, they have things they dislike. no reasons either. even if they wanna tell you, it's hard. i try to know you. i try to tell you. you think what i wanted to say in my mind comes out the same from my mouth or my hands when i type? try doing that, tell me if it's possible. i know somehow i'll fucking regret this one day. i don't even know what i'll regret, what am i saying. ok, stop. i should just stop. i take time to do things, i'm not perfect, i could go on ranting about this now, but i won't wanna waste your precious time reading this fuck.

here is the source.