Jan 31, 2011 9:09 PM
it's fading huh..
yeah.
your feeling towards me changing le.
idk what to say.
first thing i come online, you say all those.
luckily, i held in my tears.
you said, "no need
stop saying sorry
you make me feel like
you like dog leh, srsly
stop your sorry
i already forgive you
i don't worth your tear"
you think how i feel like this.
you told me you don't want to see me like this. was it another lie?
what do you want from me now.
you want make me feel like how you felt last time.
isn't that like revenge?
if you loved me, you wouldn't say all those.
and you said i brought up the past everytime,
what about you now?
AND I'M LIKE FUCKING SORRY LA K.
i don't know about how you feel now.
hate me for all i care.
i still love you.
seriously, I'VE TRIED EXPLAINING to you already.
why can't you try to be in my shoes?
everytime online, we fight.
can we like stop seriously? i don't like it leh... we fight, you want get back at me, for what i did to you before.
is that called love? is that what is called loving one another? bringing up the past, and making the other person like fucking guilty when they already know?
last night you've asked me, if i know how hurtful it is when the person don't listen to you.
i know already. how many times i say sorry. all you say is, "stop saying sorry
you make me feel like
you like dog leh, srsly
stop your sorry
i already forgive you
i don't worth your tear"
i'm a dog now? great. i'm nothing now.
your feelings towards me changed.
there's nothing i seriously can do already.
everytime i online, you don't want talk to me.
what for i rush back home? i tried today. you didn't pei me back home, i didn't mind. (: like really, i don't.
and you want me feel like how you felt before?
you want make me feel fucking fucking FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGG guilty is it?
if you continue, i swear i'm going to kill myself.
you now say "i love you brb"
i said i love you too.
"no need love me bye brb"
WTF? seriously luh. i nothing to say.
i've cried already fucking alot, not for you.
its because you're weren't the person i fell in love with that time.
why have you changed? if you cannot hold everything in, at least tell me. i'll do anything to change or what.
but why treat me so fucking cold? i'm not used to THAT you know.
treat me so nice, making me believe all that.
then next thing treat me so like what? like you fucking don't know me? like i'm just another ordinary girl in your life? wow. thanks alot uh.
i really love you. and i'm like fucking sorry that i didn't listen to you.
i had no one who cared for me the way you did, cos i don't know if you still do.
treat me like this , just cos you want me to feel what you felt before.
that's how you love me.
yeah, i love you
much loves,