Jan 19, 2011 5:05 PM
going away, going away.
" I hate it how you believe me when I say I'm okay, every single time. "
Hi. Things haven't been going well. Life sucks for now. My birthday's coming up. Life's screwed. I don't know whether I've been concentrating on my studies. I don't know what I'm doing, what I've been thinking, and what I've been feeling. Everything's so damn fucked up. Fuck you. FUCKKKCKCKCKCKCKKEKFAEJFUFKCKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"You always show me attitude and i dnt like. Somemore i said sorry so many time. Yet u stil continue show me."
You say sorry alot, but yet you also do again ? How am I suppose to control my fucking fucked up feelings? Want break say luh..
"I dnt wan one. You like force me one. If you change ur attitude i promise i wont leave."
Said you won't leave me, now you say this. (Y) :') Seriously, I wanted to change since last year le . Is I cannot only, still trying right? You also want me change . You can't accept me for who I am. You can't love me for who I am. Sorry .
"Why nt we apologize to each other and promise each other tat we both wont show each other attitude. If nt no point being tgt."
Its always the guy leaving the girl huh. nice.. You, Caleb.. All lieeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssss. FALSE HOPE ALL ALONG. Thought we could. I guess we didn't have the chance eh :")
you said you won't leave me. and no matter what , you would stay. now i can't believe in that anymore right? i guess not. guys are all the same. i've asked for break alot, you didn't want to. even your mom knew. now you want this. if this is want you want then , idk what to say . byeeee :'))))
2 days before my birthday but i'm still standing strong. well, trying. :') should i say "thanks for everything and the memories" in advance?....
"Love someone for who they are, not what they are."
fuckyouthisfuckinglifeofmine.screweverything.mybirthday'scomingupandshithappens.thisyearsucks.
everything'sgonnasuck.thanks.bye.idon'tknowanymore.bitch.fuckyoulife.
screwyouthistypeofbloodyshitz.