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Stephanie loves her superman, Edmund Tay!

My love story with ~~Edmund~~ started on 1010101212. No one can ruin this relationship of ours, ever. Muack!

I can't keep my hands off the cookie jar. Or the chocolate bars. Warning, I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like candy floss. I really adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them, teehee. This is my blog; my rules, my world. No ripping, spamming, or any type of childish acts. I ban those people. If you can't follow them, simply just click that red 'x' mark above! ;) Almost forgot, do visit our graphic site: Special Pour Vous

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Jan 22, 2011 9:30 PM

i'm holding in so much. i don't know when i'll break down.

so many fucking things happened. i knew this year, would be no different. since i came to singapore, nothing has really made me happy. honestly. singapore's like fake. i see girls (no offence) everywhere, with fucking fake faces. surprisingly, i became some sort alike. like them. i hate myself now. how old am i, having to solve all these shits, on my own. teenage life, sucks luhhh. love life, idk. i don't want talk about it . those words. they're still in my head, louder and louder each time. "baby"... hahahahahahahahaha. i'm strong uh. right mareenah? ;) we're girls who hold in as much as we can, and just break down infront of people we trust.

and i kinda like this:

" Sarah-sexuual Tisdale

Don't Rush 2 Fall in Love
Love never Runs Out.
Even If Somebody Asks Me, Y i M *SINGLE* ?
I Just tel them:
God is busy writing the Best love Story "

God. ♥

Always, I'm the one listening to everyone's story, trying hard to solve their's, forgetting mine. Then all my problems, comes crashing down in front of me. Just like that. Amazing huh.

And about today, I'm not going to complain anymore. I'll just hold everything in. No matter what, I won't tell anyone about a thing. Unless I want to. I don't know why, I still can smile through all these shits. Eating chocolate makes you smile? IT FUCKING DOESN'T. I just ate , I'm not one bit cheered at all.

Fuck my life. My mom doesn't understand me, I can't talk to her. She won't understand, that's for sure. My sister only can support me , but she can't do anything that would cheer me up. I've learnt to trust myself , no one else. Life's a bitch, y'know? ;) Learn to trust yourself. I tried trusting some people before, but they just left me. I can't believe that what they said before were just white lies. How naive of me to believe them. (Y) Nevermind, I'll learn through mistakes. I'll treat everything as a life experience; anyway, you only live once right? ;) Hahahaha, I'm going to show everyone that I'm okay, despite all these fucking things that's happening. Other people have gone through situations far more worse than mine. I wish them the best in life. :) 2011, you're beginning to give me a fucking bad impression of you.