Baby's | Susan, Alyssa, Lionel, Rena, Selene, Dian, Georgina, Maizurah, Kesandra, Edmund, Lilin, Sabrina, Christine, Enkhmanduul, Jinkai, Sharon, Ahmiko, Nadiah, Dieebs, Shermaine, Phoebie, Yamin, Sherry, Nicole, Kerina, Eugene, Regine, Chendana, Shabirah, Liling, Sandra, Zahin, Lmyx, Syia, Aysa Novira Yunaz, Izmi Izedh, WT, and Achii. They're not in alphabetical order but I'll do it next time.


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November 09, 2010
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hope you release everything le, dont smoke, i wont cut. i love you alot, still. i really hope 10th will stay. i told you i know i've given you alot stress, but you denied cos you don't want to hurt me. but being hurt once in a while, wakes a person up. you woke me up already. but i still will sad wont go out alot uh. i dont like you going out , cos i scared you lose control or what, then suddenly hyper then "flirt" (so called , your making friends way.) but you know me, i know you. we''re both sensitive. i really hope you wont think until break le... srsly broke my heart. i'm not kidding. i love you. 10th, 10th. don't break us. <3


i knew i was being a burden to you those times, keep asking go out and going your house and stuff. i wanted to stop but i lost control. now i know what you meant by going out alot, like sian like that. i don't mind you somehow sian of me. 'cause i know how it feels like. i keep going out with alyssa they all also sian. yesterday just go out with them like for long, and i not sian. i know my limits le. i sticked with you, 'cause i don't want to lose you. i just want you to be safe and all. i don't know, whenever i'm not with you, i'll get fucking worried. now only sometimes we go out luh, that one i don't mind. but please, don't ever talk about breaking. your grandmother..... i don't know.... but i was hoping can just fake break or something......... i didn't think so much until you asked to break for the time being. after i saw that sentence, i felt like i have nothing left. you were like my everything. my superhero, MY SUPERMAN (L) <3.
i don't want to break, 'cause i know my mistakes le. i never gave you space to breathe, only keep coming and coming and coming closer to you until you no space, no air left. i know le bie. i just hope you read this, then you would really know i'm sorry.
its 11 11 now, while i'm writing this. I WISH EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY, AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALISE MY FUCKING MISTAKES. HOPE YOU WOULD FORGIVE ME.....):


i learnt my mistakes. i don't want our 179 days to break, just like that.
what about all the memories? the times we had? the happy times and all? i'm really sorry.... i know how it's like not going out with your friends for a long time. i'm really sorry, i really am...
i just hope today after school, i can talk to you before you going to the old folk's home... i haven't heard your voice for hours and i missed you ): you said your feelings fade like that and weird weird. i know that feeling 'cause i got before.... but i found out its not fading cos its only because i'm stressed.... now i know how stress you are le. and now i know why you treat me so cold.... i'm the reason of your stress.... when people ask you take care, you hhahaha i will. if i asked you to like today, you never reply me. ask you to smile. you never. told you iloveyou<3 you didn't reply either..... i know you're stressed enough, but i'm willing to give you space and time and everything. but just....
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME? ):
forgive me and let me change, and i PROMISE i'll really treat you better.
i'll be the happiest girl alive.... i promise.
i really hope you feel the same way.....
last sentence to say to you...
i'm really sorry. hope we could start anew, but still 101010.
i love you baby.... i really do. forever 10th? ): <3


and i still remember you said "sorry la hor, she already taken by me. Want her? Wait long long. Go home suck your mummy's milk first" 
i only want you. i don't want anyone else....... i really. cannot imagine. my life. without you. i want you, and i need you. i have the confidence bie.... i really want us to last long. i want show everyone young love is not wrong as love really has no boundaries. i want be like your relative lasting for like 10 years or something. but i don't wish to break or what, after those 10 years. hope you would be with me forever...
i love you. ): <3 10TH.








so.... its after school already........... was hoping i could call you.... but i was scared to.... alyssa said what thing, you never reply... i told her if she saw you in canteen, tell me... she said she just now go to canteen never saw you... i straightaway just went to bed and cried... the feeling i'm feeling now is, like you're trying to avoid me... why? ): i love you alot you know. i don't want anything to happen to us. and i'm sorry for spamming your wall just now.................... i love you baby. forever. mark my words. don't want break....








If you were stressed, you should have told me. You told some other people, of opposite sex? I feel so useless to you... You think I mind you telling me you're problems? Bie, you said no more secrets. But why are you hiding stuff from me............. I really don't mind. I love you alot. Don't be so secretive can.... i feel hurt when you want talk to other girl... somemore i don't know de... me leh? i stress, talk to your friend, somemore close to you. i don't want like this can or not? i don't mind you telling me, i'm willing to share your pain. that day at your house, you said you don't want me be like your classmate, jump down de. you let me cry out everything, said you want to share my pain. but you doing this, wanting to talk to chua hui wen or whatever... i totally feel uselesss......... i still love you <3 no matter what.
i didn't ask you to ignore me.... i just wanted us to be normal. yesterday night, we were ok ok. then you talk to me in this tone. i srsly feel useless. why are you treating me so cold... like you've never met me before. like i'm bothering you so much.. i srsly love you. yet i get this from you. i thought you would think? you told me yesterday. i trusted you, and i still do. don't make me love someone else that i don't. my heart only has one vacancy, which is for you. don't make me worried please bie. please don't. i just want you to forgive me and give me time to change.......... i want us to give each other time to think first... but i called you, you talk to me so cold.. i can't do anything.. why you like this srsly. i really heartpain x 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 max.... i love you i love you i love you i really do. i'm not lying.. 10th please. forever? ): i've been crying for so long already. i want to stop. and i just want to smile.
and I WANT TO SMILE, I WANT THE REASON FOR ME TO SMILE TO BE YOU. <3..

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